Not-So-Good Pathology Report

Writing about boobs and foobs is much more fun that writing about cancer. But unfortunately, just when it looked like my cancer writing days were over my doctor called with my pathology report from surgery. My DCIS (ductal carcinoma in situ - all cancer contained in the ducts) progressed to also be invasive. They found a 1.5 cm tumor in the breast tissue as well as tumor cells in the lymph node they removed. I have an appointment on Monday with a medical oncologist to learn about the recommended course of treatment. My surgeon said it will most likely consist of chemo and tamoxifen (estrogen reducing drug). I'm really disappointed and back to feeling overwhelmed by the diagnosis. I've met enough people who have been through this to know that chemo is not easy and I am worried about how the kids will react. They've been through a lot this year and deserve a carefree summer of beach days and water sliding. I'm trying not to freak out until I have more information on Monday.

On a positive note, one drain is much more comfortable than 2 and much easier to dress. I almost feel like a normal person again - very lopsided, but normal :) It looks like I'll be able to have my remaining drain removed tomorrow or Monday. That will be heaven!